maybe one day, i'll meet you in another life
It’s 12am and I want your arms wrapped around me right now.

(I need your hugs)

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The loneliness you feel with another person, the wrong person, is the loneliest of all.

Deb Caletti, The Fortunes of Indigo Skye  (via clumsiest)

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People get tired of your sadness

AnoukG (via versteur)

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(12) Hello, I’m a clown. College is stressful. I guess I can update at the end of each week. I’m losing track of time. I think I need a new time management system. Anywho, first day of school was aight c: didn’t get lost or anything heh. Too many familiar faces though. Literally every passing class, there’s at least one person I know. Feeling eyes on me as I walk through cafeterias and open areas weeps. I feel tired all the time eventhough I don’t stay up late like before. My two hour gap is devouring me. Mama Chau and Chanh are incredibly nice for bringing me lunch. Bless your souls. And I wish I was sociable, or somehow people would approach me aha. And there’s this really cute boy in my english class. Hands down, he’s the sweetest. Notice me, kouhai ; u ; and I drove in the rain for the first time, mucho scary. Got lost driving home the local way with a dead phone and no GPS. Came home to a lecture, sighs. Pumped gas for the first time. Randy called me “Christie” instead of “Stranger” for the first time in years. Documents this moment. Saw a lot of Ahill peeps, including Bao. My partners in English sound pretty nifty when they speak in taiwanese. It’s such a poetic dialect. And I really want to watch kdrama and catch up on TVD. I didn’t touch my tumblr app and Viki app as much as I thought. I’m extremely lagging in text messages. I miss twitter and fb, but I know I shouldn’t come back to social networking because I’m waxing nostalgia down memory lane. It makes me feel sad. Maybe it’s reading these posts that makes me feel a hint of jealousy or loneliness; maybe because scrolling through my posts and pictures reminds me of how happy I used to be. Maybe because I feel nonexistent and still hope that someone will miss me if I disappear. Oh, and I really miss you. I know I shouldn’t, but I do (sometimes).


If you’re in college right now

Check the syllabus for each one of your classes right now while you bullshittin

Don’t fall behind this early in the semester off some bullshit

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Everybody isn’t your friend. Just because they hang around you and laugh with you doesn’t mean they’re for you. Just because they say they got your back, doesn’t mean they won’t stab you in it. People pretend well. Jealousy sometimes doesn’t live far. So know your circle. At the end of the day, real situations expose fake people, so pay attention.

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(6) Saturday, Sept. 21. Hanging out in my crib, yo. Selfie Sunday!!11 I don’t know what’s up with my pose, o k. Snorts o u o back here in bestie’s room again. It’s been like a week since I came over. feels weird driving myself to her house bc she usually picks me up or makes me bus/walk. I miss seeing my bae (Jamille) who needs a Quynh?? ? Tired of Quynh’s constant “I’m mad at you“‘s and judgment but forgives her bc she still ends up feeding me her AHAH. friendship over everything but srsly really tired bc she tells me to makes my own decisions but in the end, she’ll be like see, i’m always right. wheeze, ends rant. Drove her to Grand Century and back, then the story’s Target and back. Much sick of story road for the day tbh. Tried to help her on psychology hw LOL bless physio kinda helped with the nervous system. Ate spaghetti, s obs Mama Le’s spaghetti is the best. Ugh, kinda mad at best for returning the candy she wanted me to buy for her. What even— done with her princess syndrome. Driving is exhausting and draining my energy tbqh. Merging lanes scare the heck out of me bc I don’t pay attention to those, wheeze. Came home and took the most nicest nap ever. I didn’t mean to fall asleep — o n o ;; I was hoping to wake up at 9 am instead of 9 pm. Woke up to emails from math and english prof. Man, taking my least favorite subjects this quarter. I feel stressed just thinking about it. Looking at the math review makes me cry because I don’t remember any of this. Aiming for a 4.0; I don’t want to screw up again. People tell me not to be so hard on myself, but I feel like I’m not putting in a lot of effort. Sighs, my english has been degrading ever since high school. Jello makes me jealous with his deep english. Really nervous and there’s a text book required for english that wasn’t listed in the bookstore page, cry. Prays text books aren’t needed first day of school. Wanting to do some stress relieving clothing shopping. Asked best to go with me, but she says that i’m all about the looks for college and becoming pretty. what even— : ( sighs. my self esteem is low. i really hope she doesn’t pull the “i’m mad at you” thing again sighpie. goodnight, i vented so much today. it’s already 1:11 am. i don’t think i can do anymore 365’s once school starts. 


Friday, Sept. 19. Hello, I’m Christie and I drove alone for the first time. I’m blessed that my radio works. Well it works and then stops within 20 minutes. Picked up Chanh from her house and she brought a cassette cable to plug in iPhone music. Omg, that thing is a life saver. Driving in car is too hot, I can’t wait until winter. Bless Chanh for being with me to help me with GPS and driving to school via local lanes. I’m sorry, I tend to sing to every song off key AHA. And scream when I brake too hard or when a car changes lane— ; u ; anywho, made it safely. weeps, Chanh said I’m good at driving, it’s just that I brake too hard. I think my parking and reversing suck, too. First stop at Verde. Pudding milk tea is jjang ♡ Milk tea vibe too strong. Drove to school to look for classes. I hope I remember the way to my classrooms. Went to 85 Degrees Bakery, life is niceu. Bread is lifeu. And on the way home, I was trying to change lanes. And I’ve been signalling for the longest time in traffic and I gave up. And this really nice ahjusshi left a gap for me to change lanes, ah arigatou. ♡ But ended up not switching lanes until next stop light ; u ; oho, ends post here.